When The Middle Doesn't Match The Ending

At this stage in my life I can relate to Abraham more than ever when he was waiting on his son of promise. Many times God will show us something so awesome, so unfanthomable...but yet...there is all this junk in the middle that He never tells us about. Some days I just want to stop hoping...stop believing - but I can't shake what I've seen. Every time I tell myself to just accept things how they are, I keep having what God has shown me pull me a little further. So, I keep praying. Some days I ask God, "Do you ever get tired of me talking about this SAME situation to you?" In my heart I know He never gets tired...I just wish that I could show Him I was stronger by not always bringing it to Him. Perhaps if I didn't I'd lose my mind. That's the thing about having a relationship with God, you never have to deal with the shortcomings of humanity. People can only endure so much of you discussing your problems.

So, when God has shown you THE END FROM THE BEGINNING, just remember what He's told you while you endure all of the junk in the middle. God cannot lie & His words never return void. Trust me...even as I write this my mind tells me I was mistaken about what I believe He's told me. But this is where faith comes into play. So while the middle doesn't match the ending, I choose to use faith to keep me looking for God's ending.